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[28 Sep 2009|01:14pm]
 Long time no see everyone, how the hell are ya

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[17 Mar 2009|02:30pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Why do leprechauns laugh when they run?

Cuz the grass tickles their nuts. HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!! SLAINTE

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[16 Jan 2009|01:30pm]
PS -- Going to see Flogging Molly, FINALLY in Boston in March. EXCITEMENT

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[16 Jan 2009|01:20pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Is it so wrong that whenever I think about possibly murdering someone the only thing preventing me from going through with it is the ever burning.........

But WHERE would I put the body?

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[08 Nov 2008|10:14pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

It really irritates me that I can't do a cut because nobody likes to read bitching, but if I don't do it here it festers and I'll be forced to go dropkick a baby. Harsh....Let's see if this works..Ok well.......time to find something to eat and go to bed....If my life gets anymore exciting I think I'll die...Read more...Collapse )

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Mad Caitlin the Road Warrior [30 Apr 2008|08:57am]
[ mood | aggressive ]

 Just to add - my cousin Sean's wife had another baby. Welcome to life, little boy. May the sun shine warm upon your face...

Goddamnit I'm so tired. Thats something else thats been bothering me. Here you go folks, two whole entries where I bitch, don't you feel special?

Anyway, I couldn't wake up this morning, and I have the commute from  hell every morning. I actually woke up as I hit the rumble strip after passing through two lanes on the highway (going in the same direction as I was thank god) and just as I was about to hit the cement barricade separating the two directions.

Luckily it was early enough that there wasn't anyone on the road so I didn't come anywhere near hitting anyone and I woke up JUST in the nick of time.

You'd think that would wake someone up for the rest of the ride, right? Nah, I almost went off the road into a ditch about fifteen minutes later. I swear to GOD I get enough sleep and everything.

Maybe it's stress or something, but if I don't quit it, I'm going to end up a human pinball machine, heh.

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[07 Apr 2008|10:12am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Now I can’t sit here and say that I’m the world’s greatest driver. If I’m in a rush and you’re in my way, I will go around you, even if it’s going over double yellow’s. But this morning I drove by an accident that involved a tractor trailer that pretty much jackknifed, ended up swinging around facing oncoming traffic, took out a roadside barrier, and almost ended up sliding down an embankment onto a road underneath the bridge he was going on, right next to a factory for Walmart around the time third shift ends.

I haven’t seen anything like that before, EVER. It really jostled me, especially because I did that this winter, but I managed to swing my ass back around, just miss a car that was sliding towards me trying to avoid me, and get back going the right way. This guy, however, did not. I think it held up traffic at a standstill for at least the space of three exits. And the thing that kills me (hah, yeah.) is that I missed this truck doing all this by about probably five or ten minutes.

If I had left my house any earlier, I would have been there right when it happened. Goes to show what not destiny, but I guess fate deems huh? Now that I’m on the highway everyday, I see all sorts of things that just blow my mind when it comes to driving. In a way I’m glad, because my reflexes behind the wheel of a car are phenomenal thanks to having to deal with jackasses who think they know what they’re doing behind the wheel of a car, truck, sitting on a motorcycle, whathaveyou. But it just blows my mind at how FAST things in your life can change or end. Just...like......that.

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The Summer wind, came blowing in............ [23 Feb 2008|09:26pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Yah know, I was thinking not too long ago about all the fun I used to have using this idiot box to talk to all sorts of people from all over.

Then people sort of drifted their own ways, and I got stuck with work and getting sick which lasted for a couple of years and now things are getting hard again so I'm trying to find non-exhausting ways to amuse myself.

My question is, after along period of being internerd free, can you just make a clean jump back in? Cuz everyone I used to know is gone, gone, gone, and I do not want to sit in chat rooms.

Oh well. All I'm sayin' is, if I knew you from back when, drop me a line, I miss all your dumb asses. xoxo

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[25 Dec 2007|06:50am]
[ mood | bouncy ]


I know, I know, it's early. I'm going back to bed, I was just doing my favorite part of the day which is secretly going out and putting your presents under the tree before everyone else is awake. I don't know why I like doing that, there's just something about gifts under a tree that makes me all fuzzy inside.

It could just be gas though so don't get excited.


What was your best gift, or moment from today?

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Merry Fuckin' Christmas [16 Dec 2007|04:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Ooops....I meant 'Happy Holidays' since we can't say CHRISTmas anymore. Jesus. Oops...I meant..Nevermind.

Soooo best thing about Christmas so far this year was watching my mom try to put Christmas lights on the tree, testing them and having all of them light up, putting them on the tree, and then having none of them work.

So what did she do? Swear, rip them off the tree, open up the slider, and chuck them off the porch. I shit you not, they landed wrapped around the branches of a tree outside.

I think if they had lit up that would have made her go into mental shutdown, which would have sucked, but it would have been friggen worth it.

Fa la la la laaa...la la la la...heheheh...

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[20 Nov 2007|03:04pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Jesus, a snowstorm already? We are doomed this winter. Yay.

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[11 Nov 2007|07:59pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Well the MRI went ok. I was just nervous about it because I have never had one. I will find out the results on Tuesday, as well as whether or not surgey is going to be a prominent option of if I'll just be gimping it forever. I know surgery is a really permanent real thing, and I'll be out of work for at least a year....its something that makes sense at least to me.

So anywhoo.....I'm thinking about taking a photography course. I need to get creative again, I've been ignoring it for so long, but I can't anymore. I see so many things just driving down the street that in my mind's eye I want to freeze and manipulate the images to look a certain way in so many different mediums, like paint, drawing, photos, but I feel like I NEVER have the time. We'll see...I'll get on it.

I kinda want to go to Louisiana too. Don't ask me why, I won't be able to explain it.

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[03 Nov 2007|06:29pm]
[ mood | content ]

Well la dee da, I don't know which hurricane this is but there's more rain and wind than I thought there was going to be.

I have to get an MRI for something next week, and I'm a little nervous because I saw some convict getting one on 'House' and all his prison tats got sucked off his skin. I don't have any of those, but I can't remember if I've ever been around metal grinding or welding and thats one of the things they say is an important detail and I can't remember.

My cat is demanding kitty treats right now. For something that's been neutured, he's got a lot of balls.

Okay. Off to kick my brother and his friends out of the house. I don't care what they're smoking and how great it is, I don't care if it came out of Bob Marley's ass, he can do it somewhere else.

That is all.

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Yeah...................... [21 Sep 2007|08:09pm]
[ mood | amused ]

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[31 Jul 2007|08:21am]
[ mood | blank ]

Blah, I called out sick yesterday for the first time since I started at my present job. I was just so damn exhausted I would have been a useless blob at work if I had gone. I dunno why really, but I DO know that I've had more intense, crazy ass dreams in the past three days then I ever want to have in my entire life!

I think yesterday I dozed off for most of the day, while watching 'Shark Week' (which is a must-watch event of the summer for me) and did I dream about sharks like I expected I would? No. Instead I dream weird little dreams that seemed to last an hour each but probably were only flashes of time in reality. I should have written them down, they would have made great backgrounds for stories.

Ahh well. Back to the sharks.

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[25 Jul 2007|07:53am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Oh sweet Jebus, the freaking fair is coming to town and its opening day is tomorrow. Horrible traffic, tons of people, cars parked EVERYWHERE, hearing tractor pulls from your house till the wee hours of the morn....Faaaantastic.

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[22 Jul 2007|03:31pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Sooooooo tired. I think I need a permanent IV drip of coffee into my veins. Everytime I get behind the wheel of my car, it acts like a pillow and blanket, seriously. I can't drive without falling asleep at the wheel. That is just so wrong, and scary on so many levels.

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[16 Jun 2007|02:07am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Whooo hoooooo new tattoos!!!

Under the cut

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[11 Jun 2007|10:13pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Geee......My dad managed to stay on the phone with me for 16 and a half minutes. I detect a record and a HALF. And no, I'm not bitter...I'm actually pleased that he was on the phone for that long. Lately its been more like five minutes or so.

I'm going to go visit Vermont next weekend and see baby chickens and baby turkeys at his farm. I guess I shouldn't tell him that I've nicknamed him 'John Deere'. Naaah......I guess not.

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[28 May 2007|11:56am]
[ mood | blah ]

I got my cds from No Idea......I am in heaven....

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[26 May 2007|07:05pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Now, I know that it is a normal thing for cats to show love and affection by bringing their owners dead animals that they have killed to prove they can...I don't know...Feed them or something?

But throwing up a pretty much intact field mouse at my bare feet while I was trying to see if he was okay, is not my idea of an affirmation of love. Just sayin' is all..........

I killed a baby tarantula who was sitting on my sink handle waiting for me to put my innocent little hand down. I have good aim with chopsticks. Too bad I can't use them again.


It's way too hot for New Hampshire these past couple of days and I don't like it. A girl I work with said that she was going to see if her boyfriend would want my artwork in his zine. She said that he would probably be psyched so we'll see.

I know 'I' would be psyched. Now I must go draw a shit load of stuff.

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"I'm a Barbie girl, in a Barbie world......." [18 May 2007|10:31am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Barbie Bandit: Robbery Began 'As a Joke'
After Robbing a Bank of Thousands of Dollars, Two Teen Girls Went to the Mall to Get Highlights

Come on now.........Say it ain't so.....This is beyond ridiculous.

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[03 May 2007|01:47pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I ACTUALLY feel guilty for hanging up on a telemarketer who called my cell and told me I was entered into a $25,000 cash drawing for having a Visa, MC, or whatever and that I didn't need to buy anything, but 'just for participating' I would recieve a quartz watch, and then started listing off all these magazine titles.

Before she could tell me that I needed to buy one or a homeless child holding a kitten would be dropped into a rat infested soliatary confinement pit in San Quentin or something, I hung up.

Damn them.

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You haven't lived until you've rocked in double time [30 Apr 2007|09:19pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

I got talked to today about my 'dress' at work. What the hell? Apparently the bossman hates hoodies which I live in, but y'know EVERYTHING else I show up in is okay. Also this punkertype girl started working there too and she wears hoodies with back patches and shit so I just sort of looked at my district manager with a blank face and nodded yes to everything.

I've changed the way I looked for my last job, being led on that I was going to move up in the company if I 'conformed' so I did to some extent, but it wasn't enough apparently. Now I'm just some lackey in a lesser position somewhere else and I can't have a hood attached to my clothes?

The Imperial Wizard isn't going to like this. Not at all. And I just bleached all those sheets too. Dagnabbit.

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What can I say, it's the truth! [13 Mar 2007|07:43pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

OldGloryLoyalist (7:42:08 PM): Yeah I know. I just miss talking to ya sometimes.
DrunkenLullaby81 (7:42:17 PM): aww
OldGloryLoyalist (7:42:17 PM): Not all the time...because you are a big pain in the ass.

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[18 Feb 2007|10:45am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Ouch...Been down for the count for four days...Not feeling too well. My Moms has the stomach flu, and I'm taking care of her. Ain't that a scary thought? Being stuck under my care?


Anywho...Going to see 'Hannibal Rising' in an hour. Should be fun, and I hope the movie is creepy and gory and all that good stuff. ACHK...I'M GOING TO BE TWENTY-SIX SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so upset about that I don't even know why. I keep thinking thirty = death, even though it's FAR from it, I know. I guess I'll chalk it up to another irrational fear, but hasn't anyone else felt that way? I'm sure.

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[10 Feb 2007|08:53am]
[ mood | amused ]

I feel like I have been bundled up in 18 gajillion layers for the past month. It's been freaky here weather wise. We started out mid-Jan. with almost 60 degree weather and now it's practically -10 below when I have to get up in the morning. Crazy shit I tell you.

I've been driving around looking at apartments but most of them have been in Manch-Vegas and I'm not sure if I want to live there. I do know that they have the awesomest choices of apartments on hills and high-rises and my dream apartment would be with windows where light from the rising sun would pour in every morning, and the same at night with the setting sun. Soooo it would have to be high up enough to see that without it being blocked by trees and such.

I can't wait to get my own place. It will happen, and I'm confident it won't take forever. Got into ANOTHER fender-bender. Shhh....don't tell anyone. It just sort of happened out of nowhere, and of COURSE it was my fault, because I was late to work, and Murphys Law, something was going to happen to make me even later, right?

Well enough with the babbling, I'm sure I'll come up with more later. Hope everyone has a great VDay, too. I'll just rent some porn or something and get drunk and laugh at celebrities trying to do it and look 'cool' and ' haht' at the same time. Okay too much info, sorry guys! :D

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[10 Jan 2007|08:33pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Bam. I got a raise. That's right biatches. A whole dollar. I'll try not to spend it all in one place.

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[04 Jan 2007|05:04pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Wow this is so new now...There are voice posts? My accent is horrendous I don't know if I should unleash it. Well, I have to go to work so I gotta run, dry cleaning waits for no one. But just writing a quick note to say that I now don't have to share a computer so I'll be around a lot more. Yeehaw and all that jazz!

I moved too, just back to the mom's. She's not charging me rent so I can save for a place. I'm excited. But my house #'s changed so if anyone who needs it wants it let me know. I'll be around more in general, which is good. Okay, gotta fly.

PS- Everyone tell me how their holidays went

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[30 Oct 2006|02:11pm]
Oh my GOD what a HORRIBLE day yesterday was! It starts out with me learning my best friend lied to me, then I get to work to start busting out as much as I could early before the store opens, and that starts out okay. But of all days, I LOCK MYSELF OUT OF THE BUILDING. My manager isn't answering her phone, so I leave a message and start trying to pick the lock.

Nothin'. Finally someone shows up and I'm so happy I hugged her which I think freaked her out because I don't hug people a lot unless I know them really well. After that day, today HAS to be better, no ifs ands or buts.

Wish me luck!

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[18 Oct 2006|10:43pm]
What the HELL is this newness that is El Gay? It's way too involved for me. Not that anyone reads this anymore. And don't send me emails saying you do, I know you don't. Suckahs.

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[05 Aug 2006|07:11pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Today at work a guy sat outside on the grass in some shade and played the bagpipes for a long time.

It was the coolest thing I have seen/heard in forever. I'm going to be doing something huge starting Monday that I'm so excited/nervous/unsure/scared about but I know I can do it, I've done it before and I'll do it again.

Wish me luck!

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[04 Aug 2006|08:56am]
Holy crap I am so glad this heatwave bullshit stopped. Working inside a dry cleaning place with eight dryers going at once on a day that's 100+ degree's ain't my idea of a good time. Than again I'm not sure what my idea of a good time is anymore. :P

See ya.

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[11 Jul 2006|01:25pm]

it's about FUCKING time....

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[28 Apr 2006|09:52am]
Whoa, I'm actually surprised that people still have me on their journals, I haven't been on in here in so damn long... Same old crap, working a lot. I have a hysterical new manager though so it's okay. Hmm. Well...not much else going on right now. I tried getting onto MySpace and it wouldn't let me so if anyone has a link to my page, could be so kind as to let me have it so I can see if I can remember my log in info?

There was a virus on my computer for awhile and now I can't download music on here. I'm bummed. My father came in and erased all my music. So if anyone knows of any websites where I can buy cheap CDS, especially punk, rocksteady and rockabilly I'd appreciate it. (Besides EBay)

I also need stickers for my car. Oh yeah, that's something else. I trashed my car in a snowstorm a few months ago and I had to get a new/used car and all my favorite stickers were on my old car. So bye cool stickers. I need to find new ones.

So anyway, sorry this is so long and rambling since it's not much of anything worth reading or writing I suppose. I'm falling asleep sitting up so I'm going to end this. I hope everyone's doing well, I haven't talked to anybody in a long time.

Lemme know how ya'll are doing, mmkay?

PS- I just thought I lost this whole entry and lo and behold, El Gay has a restore draft option? How sickeningly wonderous. People must have been going semi-postal worker on their asses when they had written manifestos so they worked this little gem out. Interesting.

Ok, I'm done, I promise.

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[21 Feb 2006|09:24am]
Yikes I am not doing well this morning!! I fell outside on my knee and twisting my ankle and arms when I tried to stop myself. Goddamnit that was hysterical though. I couldn't stop laughing because five other people saw it and I just can only TRY to imagine how funny it may have looked. For some bizare reason people getting hurt is amusing to me. Hey I never said I was nice! :P

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[25 Jan 2006|08:18am]
Oh my God, too much snow!! Winter's rearin' it's ugly head. My car is broken again, the 'Check Engine' light is coming on. I hate that light, it's just right smack dab in the center of your field of vision when you're driving, reminding you that you have somethin' else to worry about. They should have made it in the image of a dollar sign instead of an engine, haha.....

I saw 'Brokeback Mountain' and 'The New World'. Both were pretty good in their own way, but not like any movie I've seen in a damn long time. 'The New World' was a movie for the senses, not your standard story-line, snappy dialogue movie. The girl playing Pocahontas was freaking amazing! Colin Farrell (sp?) was as good as the few ways he could manage to raise his eyebrows to convey emotions. A crinkled forehead, flared nostrils, down-cast eyebrows and eyes, and he was spent. Sort of sad really. Three people got up and left, they didn't give it a chance. I thought I would hate it because in the beginning it struck me as exactly like a perfume commercial for CK One or Obession. But I ended up loving it, although it was pretty out of the ordinary.

Anyway, I need to go back to sleep, I got up way too early. Later kids!

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[12 Jan 2006|08:49am]
[ mood | full ]

Holy shit my bank got robbed yesterday afternoon. Hahaha....okay so it's not EXACTLY hysterical but it's pretty damn rare around here anyway for that level of crime. Not the bank robbing part, because THOSE seem happen quite often. Weird.

Also it freakin' THUNDERED last night shortly before midngight. Well I gotta get going, it's about that time that I should get ready for work, so hope everyone has a great day, talk to ya'll later.

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[18 Nov 2005|08:33pm]
I'm working on building up my music collection at my Dad's....


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